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canyouseeme?

.are you able to look at these pictures, read these captions and see who i am and what im about?. No?.. if you can see that can you please tell me. Cause i cant find myself? Idk where this gurl went?! Help! Shes lost in the forest of lies and tourcher.

I kno this is a story alot of us have told. But i guess im gonna tell it one more time.. you can see a smile on my face, but that dosent mean im happy:/ i fight with my parents all the time and now i dont want to ever be home. My dad is going to be living somewhere els, where? Idk.. my mom cant pay it all for us 3. I am the oldest so i guess that means im kinda exspected to take some kind of responcability. But i cant do it alone. I have these problems and now my boyfriend seems to not wanna talk to me…. i know people who say this and dont mean this but i do:wtf is the point of life if i hav to live one that is putting me down. Iv ran away before. Iv stolen things but is that my fault if i was taught that wus right?! You may see me always wanting to laugh and smile but that dosent mean im happy? I know i dont have the hardest life and im sorry to anyone that does. I really need someone right now to talk to. This isnt the end to my boaring story, but u kno its whatever.

…cant see the pain behind this castlewall.

We make plans for the rest of the day so i guess that means just ditch me for other people.. tell me to leave? Wow you say ur a friend. I think just a bitch. This happens all the time>:/ do u just exspect me to just not care and go home… smh.

fawkyou

..lol

So,hot;)

I liked how we used to be, but things hav happend and u have changed.. But we usually wonder why everything has to be diffrent. why can’t it stay the same, why do now the only thing we kno now is pain…

wecantfadeaway

Stay together, yuh kno what puta. ur stuk wit me:)